Self harm is not good, deep inside of us we all long to fit in, to at least have someone who understands us being outcast is an unfortunate reality in today's society, in many if not most places people expect you to be a certain way, the cold emptiness inside is crying for release. To come home, to be understood. Its not a solution that helps you in anyway cope with this, if it was why would the word "harm" be used.
In reality self harm is about release, its a cry for someone to understand me, someone to love me, theres got to be someone for me out there like that right? Unfortunately not always for every person, if you do do self harm or are thinking about it right now please stop for the sake of yourself and your future, self harm includes things like cutting, burning yourself, banging your head against a wall, etc intentionally doing anything that causes you to bleed or to feel pain in an attempt to release energy or emotions trapped deep in your soul, in the extreme it can even be suicide attempts of different kinds.
Realize there is real risk to this though, cut the wrong vain, do the wrong thing and you really can die. That is correct think about that next time before you do it.
Everyone has to some degree been programmed to suppress what is deep inside of them but there is really no need to suppress who you are, there is no need for there to be outcasts in this world, it is a product of a sick society that functions on a general level at a very low spiritual level. Just cry, pound your fists against a pillow or punching bag, let it all out, write a song or poem or make a piece of artwork expressing your deepest self and feelings, there is no need to hold it inside, also realize that many have been outcast by our fucked up social structure, rules, traditions, ideas and all sorts of other stuff, I am not advocating chaos here what I am advocating is letting out your emotions, talk to someone who understands and wont judge you that can be the best feeling of release in the world. I know what its like to feel cold and empty inside, I have felt much sadness and desperation in my life but also much beauty and happiness, I have come to realize that there is no need to feel lost or alone the gods are on our side as well as there are kind and understanding people out there. I understand what you likely feel like but cannot be there to talk you out of it in the end its your choice but realize its a gamble and there are much better ways of dealing with things.
If you feel like hurting yourself Meditate on Father Satan or one of the demons they care about us they do not wish to see you do that, empower your soul, http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satanic_Meditation.html here is an emergency technique that will make you feel somewhat better quickly vibrate nauthiz (need) or tiawaz http://www.666blacksun.com/Runes/Futhark.html visualize these runes (whichever one you use) lighting up your body and affirm "the energies of tiawas or nauthiz (whichever one you use) are constantly and continuously working to bring me comfort and strength" really father Satan wants us to empower ourselves and be the best we can be not hurt or kill ourselves.
Also about emo there is a lot of beauty and depth in it, its authentic and meaningful unlike a lot of drivel in today's society, but it is not about hurting yourself understand that if you are emo there is no reason to hurt yourself etc dark and gothic or emo clothes architecture and artwork has a lot of beauty and depth and can express pain or happiness or any emotion. It can be an outlet in itself freeing you from the urge to harm yourself. Most of all be authentic and be yourself and be emotional and deep be in touch with your emotions and find some people that are understanding if you cant the gods are always there for us to send us warmth and beauty and we can always meditate. We are not alone. Keep your head up and stay strong life is beautiful don't chance it or do things to harm yourself focus on the positive and beautiful as well as the negative and dark and be sensitive its a wonderful trait. No reason to harm yourself.
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