Strict Traditionalist Thinking is Boring and Death To The Soul

Being creative and thinking outside the box sometimes randomly and spontaneously but being deep and authentic at the same time while having fun. Hmm such concepts seem hard for a majority of humanity to get. Well what about traditions, well you can always spice them up and put your own take on them or create your own. When it comes to holidays and stuff in your heart is what matters, I say lets go back to the ancient holidays modern ones are boring and commercialized and have nothing spiritual or creative about them, not to mention they are all corruptions and rip offs of the ancient ones with anything spiritual removed http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HOLIDAYS.html but hmm you can take it a step further why not add your own creative spice and take into the holiday, add something from the heart that's meaningful and creative for our gods. Something authentic that's you.
Really this is a take it or leave it thing some disagree I see no use in having personal items that I put such importance on that if they were gone or broken I would be broken. Liberation is the goal. Liberate your mind and soul, family really there is no such thing as a traditional family two people that love each other and are committed up to many people it depends as long as the brotherhood is there and there is room for creativity. Nature gave us brotherhood, she did not give us a forced authority system where everyone has roles and has to follow them.
Really any tradition be yourself man, add your own creative spice to things. Traditions and stuff can make life more beautiful but thinking outside the box makes them more memorable beautiful and fun. I never said walking the path of the liberated is easy its not but its rewarding and will lead you to happiness beyond anything you ever thought possible. It has been said: "the road is long and hard and few will find it but the path to hell leads up to the light".
Peace.

Duat

Duat he land of peace and the land of whats true.
Oh how I long to turn to the magical land illuminated in a blue or beautiful rainbow sky.
The land of beauty and eternal youth where no one ever has to die. 
To walk through the caverns again with the one I love.
The buildings with gargoyles high above.
The land of the ones I know.
To walk along the river through the mansions where we gather along the sea.
To be there again just you and me.
The hills and the canyon seem far away.
Along the empty roads is an elagance and jublulant glee.
Germanic bars and houses adorned in gold and silver.
I miss it but I will return someday.
The elagance and beauty where everything is perfect and nothing is gray.
The land of the brave warrior where no one is afraid.
The land of the immortal where the gods forever live and stay.
I am writing an ode to you duat the land of beauty where all lies are slayed.
Where people live in brotherhood and peace and never is life frayed.
To the beautiful the higher and the free.
The mansions on duat is where I used to be.
Sitting there with my love looking out at the sea.
The train goes on forever but many do fly.
Duat is the kingdom in Orion far away look up at the sky.
This place is real as you can get.
The jungle that is candle lit.
Along the cliffs by the sea and the water so blue.
I know I am on earth and some are like good for you.
Many of us came here here to help this troubled place.
A place where you have to hide your real face.
A land where the parasites roam and ugliness is commonplace.
In my eyes and your eyes is a map of the stars.
The light of love illuminates the sky and guides us home.
Reminding us forever that we are not alone.

The Great Question

This is the great question so many of us are asking and seeking answers to in a world so cold. be comforted not everyone is that way.

Why do it you don't need to hold back your emotions or be alone?

Self harm is not good, deep inside of us we all long to fit in, to at least have someone who understands us being outcast is an unfortunate reality in today's society, in many if not most places people expect you to be a certain way, the cold emptiness inside is crying for release. To come home, to be understood. Its not a solution that helps you in anyway cope with this, if it was why would the word "harm" be used.
In reality self harm is about release, its a cry for someone to understand me, someone to love me, theres got to be someone for me out there like that right? Unfortunately not always for every person, if you do do self harm or are thinking about it right now please stop for the sake of yourself and your future, self harm includes things like cutting, burning yourself, banging your head against a wall, etc intentionally doing anything that causes you to bleed or to feel pain in an attempt to release energy or emotions trapped deep in your soul, in the extreme it can even be suicide attempts of different kinds.
Realize there is real risk to this though, cut the wrong vain, do the wrong thing and you really can die. That is correct think about that next time before you do it.
Everyone has to some degree been programmed to suppress what is deep inside of them but there is really no need to suppress who you are, there is no need for there to be outcasts in this world, it is a product of a sick society that functions on a general level at a very low spiritual level. Just cry, pound your fists against a pillow or punching bag, let it all out, write a song or poem or make a piece of artwork expressing your deepest self and feelings, there is no need to hold it inside, also realize that many have been outcast by our fucked up social structure, rules, traditions, ideas and all sorts of other stuff, I am not advocating chaos here what I am advocating is letting out your emotions, talk to someone who understands and wont judge you that can be the best feeling of release in the world. I know what its like to feel cold and empty inside, I have felt much sadness and desperation in my life but also much beauty and happiness, I have come to realize that there is no need to feel lost or alone the gods are on our side as well as there are kind and understanding people out there. I understand what you likely feel like but cannot be there to talk you out of it in the end its your choice but realize its a gamble and there are much better ways of dealing with things.
If you feel like hurting yourself Meditate on Father Satan or one of the demons they care about us they do not wish to see you do that, empower your soul,  http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Satanic_Meditation.html here is an emergency technique that will make you feel somewhat better quickly vibrate nauthiz (need) or tiawaz http://www.666blacksun.com/Runes/Futhark.html visualize these runes (whichever one you use) lighting up your body and affirm "the energies of tiawas or nauthiz (whichever one you use)  are constantly and continuously working to bring me comfort and strength" really father Satan wants us to empower ourselves and be the best we can be not hurt or kill ourselves.
Also about emo there is a lot of beauty and depth in it, its authentic and meaningful unlike a lot of drivel in today's society, but it is not about hurting yourself understand that if you are emo there is no reason to hurt yourself etc dark and gothic or emo clothes architecture and artwork has a lot of beauty and depth and can express pain or happiness or any emotion. It can be an outlet in itself freeing you from the urge to harm yourself. Most of all be authentic and be yourself and be emotional and deep be in touch with your emotions and find some people that are understanding if you cant the gods are always there for us to send us warmth and beauty and we can always meditate. We are not alone. Keep your head up and stay strong life is beautiful don't chance it or do things to harm yourself focus on the positive and beautiful as well as the negative and dark and be sensitive its a wonderful trait. No reason to harm yourself.

The Polarity of Life

Contrasts are a thing of life. It seems very few people realize that I mean even in the most ugly place or situation you can find something beautiful, and even in some place or something many people would call paradise you can be sad or not feel the vibe if you know what I mean. Life is all about contrasts, do you look at it with the glass half full or the glass half empty. A real life example of this is there is this beautiful park Named Island Park in Ann Arbor Michigan. Now as I walked through this beautiful park along Huron river everything seemed perfect the sun was out it was a nice day, very scenic everyone was having a good time, yet there was this one person who was sitting on a bench crying with an expression on his face like he had lost all hope.
So even in a perfect situation there can be people that just don't feel it. That is the polarity of life, the sad truth is if you are having serious issues there is nowhere you can go to escape it, no drug you can take to escape it, the only way to heal is through love and kindness and for someone else to be understanding. Meditation helps as well http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aware.html but if you never find anyone in this life that understands you you can never be fully happy.
Another example is the ghetto when it comes to places like that most people feel down and turn to drugs and/or alcohol to numb their pain, they try so desperately to fit in, to play "da game" and to conform but are they really happy. Experience tells me not in one instance has a person been happy. I have seen often these people die at an early age, feel hopeless, feel stuck, the drugs only provide a temporary out but once they are hooked the drug becomes the problem, another thing they are constantly seeking. I mean do you really want to be that person crying in the bathroom of a crackhouse saying where is my fucking cocaine and heroine, talking about killing yourself if you don't find it and sounding completely hopeless. Extreme example I know but I did see this one time.
Money isn't everything you don't need it to be happy, you don't need to be a slave to the corporations, be conformist, work 9-5 or live like everyone else, or live in a nice house, or have expensive this or that to be happy either. Actually reality as most people see it is just a product of a dysfunctional mind and a dysfunctional life. If being normal is what you seek ask yourself what the fuck is normal, many people have different definitions and on a wide scale it varies from culture to culture, and country to country. Think outside the box and know yourself learn to be creative, strong and brave, yet kind and sensitive and understanding. That is a hard step but its what this world needs this world doesn't have to be cold its people that make it that way. If it wasn't for all the lies and us being cut off from ourselves we could all be living in peace and harmony without money, or any of the other distractions of modern society.
What will bring true freedom and happiness is to look at your life and see beauty in the smallest things, take some time to notice the little things, appreciate what you do have, learn to really be and know your true self and don't go by what people around you expect you to be. Meditate and empower and heal your soul, get to know our true gods, they love us and take care of their followers, the thing is we were the ones that came up with the idea of worshiping them, in reality they are just like us, living beings on another planet far away, just immortal and lightyears more advanced than we are, spiritually and technologically,  they want to teach us, they were the ones that gave us the breath of life, they also want to be our friends. Also learn to notice things around you more, still your mind, if something is bothering you don't suppress it but think carefully about what a solution could be and not in a manner that the others expect you to be like either, think for yourself, learn to truly know your self and look to better yourself but still be happy with what you have, don't buy into materialism or superficial things, be deep, meaningful, authentic and in touch with your emotions.
Peace Love and Freedom

Like What Were They Thinking?

I recently walked past a church sign well here you go, this has got to be one of the most laughable things in the world but then again that's kind of what organized religion is they don't see the spiritual aspect of life or know much about humanities ancient practices or gods sadly. Well here you go see it for yourself.

  

Well then there is another side to this sign check out the other side.

Well they just said celebrate true freedom, then they said freedom isn't free. So which is it? Its a very subtle contradiction strangely on the same sign, most people are conditioned by society not to notice such things, but if you pay attention you will notice it. In all honesty if you pay attention more of the time you will learn and notice a lot more stuff that is in plain sight but your mind is conditioned to ignore. I am not just referring to mainstream religion.
Well the honest truth is they don't know anything about true freedom if you were to ask me. They follow a book full of numerous lies and contradictions that was basically mostly rewritten and corrupted pagan stories.
Its a sad and far cry from what true spirituality is. True spirituality and knowing Father Satan and his demons our original pagan gods who are constantly slandered by them does bring us true freedom. Satan and his demons are the ones that want to bring freedom, peace, harmony, and true love to humanity. To be honest the depth of their caring for us is beyond what most people can understand, they are still on our side even though most the world has turned their back on them, and are slandering, insulting, and labeling them as evil. True spirituality is learning about the soul, and how to empower it, and grow spiritually their goal is for us to be free and become as they are.
The truth is nothing like what they follow. They may or may not feel free depending on the person. I have talked to Christians that are in both camps those who feel happy and fulfilled and wonderful and feel that "Jesus" has worked miracles in their life and feel great feelings of love and freedom, then there are those who are depressed, don't feel it at all, and want out but are scared to take that step and/or refuse to. In truth the evil gods, spirits, and thoughtforms can give us all these feelings, false miracles, love, fulfillment, humans who are unaware do not realize how easy astral deception is, love and positive feelings can eaisly be masked and positive changes in peoples lives can be made through believing in a lie, or given to them by malevolent forces.
The truth is to be honest they have to do this otherwise very few would fall for their scam, they in all honesty cannot produce their own spiritual energy so they are basically psychic vampires, they will not bring true freedom, or want us to know the truth about anything because we are a threat to them as we can create and sustain our own spiritual energy in can become way more powerful than they can. Through meditation and empowering our soul. These same malevolent spirits, thoughtforms, gods, etc work in other religions as well they were the creator of the Jews who were the creators of all the false religions, and are behind the New World Order. The elites, Jews, angels, and all malevolent spirits would be done for
So while they prote their ideas as true freedom humanity suffers cause we are cut off from a part of our selves that is essential to us. So basically humanity as a whole is degenerated spiritually due to these malevolent forces and that is the cause for all the problems in the world, Christianity doesn't bring freedom it just makes the problems worse while making the person think its getting better.
Truth is you can live in darkness or see and experience the truth with all your senses which do you choose:
Visit: http://www.joyofsatan.com and http://www.exposingchristianity.com for more information on what real freedom is.